sábado, 24 de abril de 2010


margoo and i :)
damnnnn i hvnt been on this blogg for a min!
im sorry its just im obsessed on my other blog on tumblr. ;x

dnt worry blogger ill make an attempt to post more things about my useless life (:

lunes, 11 de enero de 2010

New Perpective in Life . .

i can honestly say i feel like a new person after having the most amazing talk with my mom about my problems with depression and also talking about our problems we finally have common ground i feel empowered and i feel a little bit better there are days where depression succumbs to me but im gettin better each and every day . . .

after my mom and i talked im deffinately deleting all the negative in my life and accepting the postive EMBRACING the new and start to apriciatte the people who are in my life. .

Life is like a blanket too short. You pull it up and your toes rebel, you yank it down and shivers meander about your shoulder; but cheerful folks manage to draw their knees up and pass a very comfortable night. ~Marion Howard
exactly marion . . exactly . .

jueves, 10 de diciembre de 2009

for the guy with the fake british accent...

charlotte? i guess in the end you never really were price charming for me :'x
you was more than that . . always were always will
worst part is i still want you in my life . .
but i cnt deal with seeing you or talking to you
my heart breaks more . but i shouldnt be tallking
cus is my fualt i WAS the one to break up with you
but hey what can you do . .

well that is all i have to say . adios
Depression is like a constipated rhino sitting on your chest.

- Rob Anderson


pretty much yeah . .

ugh crying on the inside . ..

these past couple of weeks have been hell for me i dnt see how i havent broke down
yet . . . im failing math maybe physics and im calm about it . ..
i feel so calm about so many things but inside the reality is im crying so hard. .
im feeling really depressed all over again and its a topic im not gooing to disscuss
but deres going to be a point where im going to jus cry a river of my anxiety . .

well yeahh .. . .im gone . .



oh and PS: price charming is the biggest bullshiet ive ever heard
theres no such things a guy who going to sweep you up your feet. . .

lunes, 30 de noviembre de 2009

lalalalala iloveyou . ...

so yepp im bored in computer class

but let me tell yah bout my THANKSGIVING it was DECENT as some special guy says ;)

i mean i ate ALOT of food except TURKEY? o.o which is ironic since the main purpose of
THANKSGIVING is to eat TURKEY but dnt get me wrong ther WAS turkey! i jus was to lazy to get some and i also heard it didnt taste good hehe ;)

so yeah um other than coming home 4am in the morning the next day from partyin witt the fam
it wasnt that bad i mean like

  1. i saw fam from outside RI
  2. played SUPER SMASHED BROTHERS on the Wii___^
  3. and ate ALOT of Lasagna =]
  4. lastly jus being with my closest family and friends they..complete me period! =]

soo with that i say until next TIME =]

PS. iloveyou charlotte. . . x3

jueves, 12 de noviembre de 2009

computer class is . .. EH

so . . .
i need a bed NOW . . .

arrivaderci =]